Thoughts on the Scottish Independence Referendum.

So, Scotland’s independence referendum is edging ever closer (18 September 2014), and I, like a good many Scots, I presume, are still wavering and unsure what decision to make. Like any political move, both sides of the equation are full of propaganda, making it difficult to support either side with a completely informed mind. Both sides, as expected, also have a list of pros and cons that don’t necessarily supersede the other; certain aspects of each stance seem desirable, and others seem wholly unappealing.

How do we decide which set of cons is the most worth it? Do we choose to ignore the uncertainty over the currency situation, the surely inevitable increase in taxes, the proclaimed necessary increase in VAT of essential items such as children’s clothing and groceries, and fight for what our ancestors fought for 700 years ago against the first two King Edwards? Do we choose to throw overboard part of the academic research money that we are disproportionately receiving in our favor, potentially cut ourselves off from the EU and better chances to live and work in other European countries? Do we make that seemingly obvious decision to shrug off the evil Coalition and England’s constant lack of respect for Scotland, her politicians, and her citizens?

Many, it seems, are clamouring for independence in a bid to get away from the Tories. But here’s the rub: Scotland has Conservative politicians, and the Scottish Tories are far from invisible in our political makeup. Scottish Tories don’t seem overly more helpful to us than English ones, despite being officially nationalist; conservative policies are still able to affect us, and the party will surely not back down despite an independent Scotland being severely on their “do not want” agenda.

The SNP (Scottish National Party, the drive behind the campaign) are distinctly committed to eradicating poverty, but a target like this needs money, and surely it’s the lower classes who will suffer most if the ‘Yes’ campaign is successful? What is the future of tuition fees? Currently, Scottish students have their fees for their first degree covered by the governmental body SAAS – I hope this will remain feasible. Post-graduate students will suffer with the research fund essentially being cut. Will we retain the NHS?

As I still research all of these points, I have one overarching feeling, regardless of which decision I come to make, reluctantly or otherwise – it’s all too soon. It’s possibly transparent, but any camp I have dipped my feet into has been the ‘No’ camp, feeling that there are simply too many risks involved. Nowadays I sit more on the fence, disliking the tendency to propaganda and lack of clarity on certain issues on both sides, and I’m struggling to cement a decision either way. But I feel that the campaign would have gained strength if the referendum had been set for a later date, and if a more detailed plan had been made, with certainties instead of questions. If the ‘Yes’ campaign is successful, then the push for independence is expected to occur in March 2016 – again, I feel like it’s too soon. Immense plans like this need years of proper planning and although the SNP have been geared towards independence since its inception, this particular campaign, in my opinion, needed more to back it up.

Sometimes I feel like Alex Salmond and the SNP are too “Braveheart” about the concept, referring not to those who fought for our independence previously but to those Scots who remain blind patriots who will do anything to get rid of our old enemy, England, to the point where they are struggling under the huge chip that sits on their shoulders. I know plenty of people who are so focused on “I hate England” mentality that they refuse to do any proper research into the consequences of either vote, and won’t even think about realistic reasons to support their choice. They’re not thinking about how they will be supported.

It’s a grand idea, that Scotland should become independent and rule itself; of course, I believe so. But I do enjoy being a part of the UK, bad politicians and politics aside. But there’s the next rub: politics is a dirty, dirty area, no matter the nationality. I don’t necessarily believe we will be any better off in that respect in an independent Scotland; rich politicians will always tend to clamour to support themselves and their pockets, and we must remember that, and take with a pinch of salt their claims that our best interests are in their hearts. I support remaining an EU member, and there has been too much grey area surrounding that.

I like the inclusivity of a united UK; from a purely personal standpoint, I hate feeling walled in, and the thought of being a tiny country that takes up less than half of a tiny island, having only six major cities and nowhere to roam, well, that doesn’t please me much! I like having the opportunity, potentially if not currently financially, to travel and live in different places, and I don’t want those opportunities restricted by visas, passports, and country borders.

I don’t know what the right answer is: politics is never ideal, and governments are not made of money to give the public exactly what it wants and needs. Something always has to suffer or be sacrificed, and citizens will never be 100% happy with how things are run. But I guess, with only seven months to go until the decision is made, I will need to make up my mind one way or another. It seems like I will end up voting ‘No’ partially through unease at the future; we as the UK are experiencing such anyway, and I feel like we might be stronger if we stick together. I don’t necessarily want to take the risk if we are going to flounder. I don’t want to end up a bird in a cage.

Those are my thoughts. As disjointed as some people reckon the ‘Yes’ campaign is, as others reckon the ‘Better Together’ campaign is! I hope that as crunch time nears, my research leads me to feel more strongly about the decision, but for now, I rather dread it.

When Escaping the Post-Graduation Funk Seems Nigh Impossible!

Big announcement: I am a liar, guys. A freaking liar. This post might as well be renamed “how to be a coward and flail desperately about your five million future plans that you’ve done absolutely nothing towards accomplishing”. Basically, I have not applied for the courses I promised I would, I didn’t start the Couch to 5k challenge that I promised I would in order to run on behalf of Lupus UK, and I haven’t updated my blogs or YouTube forever. Okay, so the YouTube thing is because I’ve somehow, stupidly, managed to misplace the camera I usually film on, but, and I’m sure everyone’s heard it before, I procrastinated like Hell with everything else.

I guess this could be a lesson on how the real world is difficult. How sometimes plans don’t always fall into place after graduation, how sometimes aspirations are held back for financial reasons (or others). How you can be ready to embark on a new era in your life, but something stops you taking the final plunge. Or perhaps I’m trying to make my cowardice sound profound! But I do think that choosing a career and/or being an adult is pretty difficult; the transition is not always smooth. The Real World is terrifying.

So, does this mean I have yet been unsuccessful in escaping the post-graduate funk? For now, yes; while I am enjoying working where I’m currently for the moment, it is, undoubtedly, unfulfilling in terms of a life goal and ‘career’, and it’s definitely not something I’d like to prolong for too long. By the end of April it will have been a year, and, while I don’t want to say “well, I’ll decide then” in fear I’m simply trying to put it off, I guess then will be the real impetus for trying to sort out my next step. I have to admit to myself that my dreams aren’t going to leap out at me right now, but also that I have to keep progressing on them behind the scenes of what else is going on.

My new agendum should really be “don’t make any promises, either to yourself or to your small blogging audience”, shouldn’t it?